Bitter Sweet for now....
today is the day that i will be saying most of my goodbyes- tomorrow is my final day at work, and the final day i will see several of my good friends for a while.
One is moving far away to Tucson, so it will be a long time before i see him again.
Michelle is going to another company and hopefully things will work out and i can join her later down the path.
I am finally beyond my psycho state, and to the point of sadness and happiness,a mixture of the two.
I will be unemployed for the first time since i was 14, i am 28, that is 14 years of working and doing other things, and now, Monday, i will wake up and have nothing.
My husband is being a real trooper through all of this, he has agreed to give me a month to follow my heart and pursue what i want. If that does not pan out in a month, i will settle and find somewhere else to go.
It is really hard right now, not knowing what will happen, where i will end up, if i work with the group that i have come to know and love. I guess more than anything it was comfortable for me, they were like my family, and now i feel as though the family is being broken up.
I know that everyone who is parting will be better off, they are moving on to bigger and better things, and this change is a great one for them, it is just a little bitter sweet right now.
Best wishes, good luck!! lots of love!!
today is the day that i will be saying most of my goodbyes- tomorrow is my final day at work, and the final day i will see several of my good friends for a while.
One is moving far away to Tucson, so it will be a long time before i see him again.
Michelle is going to another company and hopefully things will work out and i can join her later down the path.
I am finally beyond my psycho state, and to the point of sadness and happiness,a mixture of the two.
I will be unemployed for the first time since i was 14, i am 28, that is 14 years of working and doing other things, and now, Monday, i will wake up and have nothing.
My husband is being a real trooper through all of this, he has agreed to give me a month to follow my heart and pursue what i want. If that does not pan out in a month, i will settle and find somewhere else to go.
It is really hard right now, not knowing what will happen, where i will end up, if i work with the group that i have come to know and love. I guess more than anything it was comfortable for me, they were like my family, and now i feel as though the family is being broken up.
I know that everyone who is parting will be better off, they are moving on to bigger and better things, and this change is a great one for them, it is just a little bitter sweet right now.
Best wishes, good luck!! lots of love!!
posted by smeggs5 | 12:00 PM
2 Comments:
Change is inevitable but it SUCKS!!! i hate all of this for you guys. I hate to see y'all go.
:( but it will all work out for you. you are a hard worker and you have a good support team behind you. :) I am always here if you need me even though i didn't work with you that closely. :)
Hey toots!! I just realized I don't have your email addy!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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