This past week is not going as great as i would like...
I have whined enough about the huge paycut i took and the steps down the corporate ladder that i have taken...but this past week has been utter HELL...
My new lead started last week, let me start by saying that from my point of view, i exceed her knowledge base, probably 2-1...i exceed her customer service skills 10-1...maybe i am biased, maybe i have a problem with authority, maybe i am bitter because i know what i am capable of and where i should be...who knows, but i have to say, it is really getting to me...you know how you try and hold things in, and they just get worse, yeah, that is where i am right now...
and to top it off, she is the must annoying, nosey person in the world...you cant have a personal conversation without her adding her two cents in...she chimes in all the time, and lord she cant tell me enough times, how SHE wants things done...do i do anything the way she likes it??? NO...yet she feels compelled to tell me her every move, like i care...she tells me personally when she takes break, lunch, walks to her car, etc...it does not affect me, why tell me, i am nothing to you... am i wrong???
Monster.com here i come if this doesnt get any better...i just cant handle knowing where i should be, and being where i am...it is a slap in the face for me...i need to be somewhere where i can show my full potention and it can be appreciated...(no jokes, i have no clue where that might be) but i have to find that place, because the ulcer is getting bigger and bigger....
UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I have whined enough about the huge paycut i took and the steps down the corporate ladder that i have taken...but this past week has been utter HELL...
My new lead started last week, let me start by saying that from my point of view, i exceed her knowledge base, probably 2-1...i exceed her customer service skills 10-1...maybe i am biased, maybe i have a problem with authority, maybe i am bitter because i know what i am capable of and where i should be...who knows, but i have to say, it is really getting to me...you know how you try and hold things in, and they just get worse, yeah, that is where i am right now...
and to top it off, she is the must annoying, nosey person in the world...you cant have a personal conversation without her adding her two cents in...she chimes in all the time, and lord she cant tell me enough times, how SHE wants things done...do i do anything the way she likes it??? NO...yet she feels compelled to tell me her every move, like i care...she tells me personally when she takes break, lunch, walks to her car, etc...it does not affect me, why tell me, i am nothing to you... am i wrong???
Monster.com here i come if this doesnt get any better...i just cant handle knowing where i should be, and being where i am...it is a slap in the face for me...i need to be somewhere where i can show my full potention and it can be appreciated...(no jokes, i have no clue where that might be) but i have to find that place, because the ulcer is getting bigger and bigger....
UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!
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