The Thanksgiving Holiday's are now past us, i am 10 pounds heavier (being sarcastic of course) and exhausted.

We traveled to my moms and stayed for the weekend, it was a blast, though i must say, when it was time to leave, i was ready to leave. We went shopping on Friday and Saturday, and i spent way too much money, though i am almost finished Christmas shopping.

I must vent though, my sister, those who know me, know here, she just left her slacker of a man, and is a single mom, she has three bad ass kids, that absolutely drive you insane. Well, her slacker of a man, has been sending her quite a bit of child support, i know this, yet she won't tell anyone else she is getting it, so she of course she still gets the sympathy hand outs from my mom and dad, which infuriate me. She is someone who has done nothing with her life, she has never made the attempt to better herself, and has always been handed everything. My parents have given her countless cars, money, paid her bills, support her kids etc. My parents have never done this for me, i guess because i am an extremely hard working and would never settle, but this makes me angry, she will never learn how to rely on herself, if they keep doing for her. And i think what makes it worse, they sneak it to her, like no one is suppose to know, but they do it when others are around, and she spends the money then, so we know where it came from...i must say it sucks standing around watching this, but who needs them. One thing i learned in my adult life is that parents always favor a child, unfortunately, i have never been the favored one, and have always worked for what i have. Both of my parents comment on how proud they are that i am self sufficient, but who cares, for once it would be nice for someone to actually do something for me for a change...in my adult life, i am becoming extremely bitter, i guess jealous is a better word, and i should be the bigger person, but...you know me :)